A whisper turns to a murmur, a murmer turns to a buzz. Stress. If they shorten the race to a 70 mile ride and 13 mile run should I still eat this loaf of bread?
The drive from Mammoth to Reno. Good morning.
Projected race temp is 110 degrees Fahrenheit. There was talk of shortening the race for the safety of both athletes and volunteers. Tension and anxiety of athletes in the village builds. Pro meeting on a hot clammy boat: “No intention of canceling the race.” Tension rises.
Pre-riding run day before race: man playing bagpipes at top of hill. Fitting.
In an odd way, chaos created a sense of calm heading into Ironman Coeur d'Alene. This race was a reminder at just the right time of why adventure and meditation through movement is healing. When forced to focus on what is right in front of a person simplifying, trying to control less, and more focus is required. All consuming moments make ‘life-stress’ melt away (especially if it’s hot). Assessing risk and working through fear is what makes racing and big human powered objectives meaningful and beautiful; to get that mountain top perspective you gotta put out.
Two spunges by vital organs and three cups of ice down my shorts; Zroom.
In my first year as professional triathlete, in large part, I’d lost touch with my addiction to the grit; a drive to be the best when things are at their worst. I’d mistakenly started to think people were watching, I was going to make money, and being a pro-triathlete would fill my 401k. Nope. No one has been more honest about the initial stages of behaving and performing like a professional athlete than my mentor and coach Kurt, like an older brother he consistently beats me down to reality. Kurt, I’m in debt to you for the guidance.
Tuktuk enjoying stretching her legs. Rest week post IM: cross rides on dirt.
So what’s the message? Challenge yourself once every day.
NOTE: I was not at my best when things were at their worst, and certainly wasn't fast. But finally I finished 140.6, free of cramps/GI stuff, and within range of current fitness. Huge thank you to coach Kurt. 15th Male Pro.
Here are some photos from the week of exploring.
Trail run from door.
Thanks, John. American.